I wrote this a week ago and I was holding onto it because I really wasn’t sure if I wanted to share it. The fact is that this is something I really struggle with. I find it hard to give myself permission for a lot of things. Even something as simple as sitting down for […]
“The most difficult thing in life is to know yourself” This is something that I always thought was easy. To know myself. I thought I knew myself better than I knew my best friend. I may have known myself once but that knowledge somehow was lost as I grew up, met new people, dated, etc. […]
Updating The Family Tree
My family and I may not be close anymore but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to know more about my ancestors. I have spent a couple of evenings at my Aunt’s place looking through papers and old photos. Most of the main work was done years ago by my Grandma and me and now […]
The Little Girl
The tears come so easily and the feeling is phenomenal. The numbness is just as welcome and desirable. The anger is terrifying and disgusting but it feels So satisfying, pleasurable in the moment. But sadness is always lurking in the shadows. Every feeling, every mood, comes and goes like a wave and yet the loneliness […]
Only Time Will Tell
The days when we would sit and talk are long gone. The secret looks, the secret giggles. That time, those memories, gone forever. The bond, like an impossibly thick rope, always seemed unbreakable and now seems to be strained so tight that it’s about to snap. A sling shot letting the last piece of respect […]
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