Life in between cold cups of coffee and figuring out who I am.

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In Progress…

The anger is sickening, She doesn’t want you there. Why are you never around? She no longer gives a care. The years have made her numb To the words, the love, the hate. It hurts. Like she can’t breathe. Get out! It’s not too late! Photo from https://www.pexels.com/photo/flight-landscape-nature-sky-36717/

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I opened the container with a leftover chicken breast and smelled it because I couldn’t remember when we had chicken. It didn’t smell bad so I licked it. Says a worn out, busy Mom wearing pajamas at 4:45 pm I’m taking a break from this crazy afternoon. The title has nothing to do with what […]

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I Forgive You

Something I learned recently in my growth journey is that forgiving someone does not mean that you have to continue to have them close to you. It doesn’t mean you need to accept the toxic people back in. It doesn’t mean you have to be best friends or have any sort of relationship with them. […]

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Just An Unforgotten Poem

Those days were filled with happy thoughtsThose nights were filled with warmth.The loneliness didn’t exist thenlike how it does now.The darkness wasn’t so deep and thickThe thoughts weren’t so loud and mean.Your voice was soothing, warm, welcome.It was needed and craved.What is missed the most from that time of love?The companionship, the acceptance.The talks, the […]

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Where Were You?

I have no words. My heart still aches. I was sleeping soundly and comfortably when my husband came thundering up the stairs to our bedroom yelling “Get up! You have to come see this! Get up!” Being that this was well before we had kids and we were 21 (oh to be young again haha) […]