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The Way I See It

Just Another Crazy Rambling Moment From Some Saskatchewan Weirdo Channel Surfing Through My Thoughts It’s time to clean up the space. Sweep the crumbs of bull off the filthy floor. Mop up the tears and polish the silver. Open the drapes and let the sun come in! Don’t mind the evil gnomes out there peering […]

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Same Time, Same Place

Why is it that nearly every night I’m woken anywhere between 3 and 3:30 am having to blindly make my way to the bathroom walking into doors and tripping on my own feet? It’s also the time that my mind is the loudest. The thoughts (mostly negative but sometimes just sad) just keep coming and […]

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Giving Myself Permission

I wrote this a week ago and I was holding onto it because I really wasn’t sure if I wanted to share it. The fact is that this is something I really struggle with. I find it hard to give myself permission for a lot of things. Even something as simple as sitting down for […]

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My Top Three October Quotes

“The most difficult thing in life is to know yourself” This is something that I always thought was easy. To know myself. I thought I knew myself better than I knew my best friend. I may have known myself once but that knowledge somehow was lost as I grew up, met new people, dated, etc. […]

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The Little Girl

The tears come so easily and the feeling is phenomenal. The numbness is just as welcome and desirable. The anger is terrifying and disgusting but it feels So satisfying, pleasurable in the moment. But sadness is always lurking in the shadows. Every feeling, every mood, comes and goes like a wave and yet the loneliness […]